Saturday, September 12, 2009 @ 6:57 PM

Today is saturday, but there is NOTHING to do except homework and more homework. =.=
I hate school!

Today, I had to wake up early and go to chinese school. =.= So boring and pointless. Stay there for so many hours. 9:30 - 3:30. So glad my cousin's boyfriend bring food for us to eat so we didn't have to eat the food they cook there. The food there isn't bad, but the food the boyfriend brought was a lot better. :) Vietnamese sandwiches and milk tea! <3 When my mom picked me up, we went and buy my breakfast for next week! Then she went to the grocery store. I stayed in the car. This is where the scary feeling happened.
I was just listening to my iPod, singing to Big Bang's Stay and then suddenly the car start rocking. I look up and realized the car parking in front of my car hit the front. It was a old man with a handicapped sign, so I didn't get out of the car and go talk to him. When he drove off, I got out and checked to see if there was any damage. None. Yay! When I felt the car rocking, I got really scared. I thought I was going to crash again ... the feeling I had after I got into my car accident. This isn't the first time I got the scary feeling. I think everytime I get into a car, I'm really scared. Like when my mom is driving me around, I feel so scared. Even though I've sat in her car for 16 years, I'm scared. Same thing with my friends too. I know they're good drivers, but I get so scared. It feels like my heart stops when I'm in a car.
I hope this feeling goes away soon. I don't want to be scared of driving! I don't think I am though because after my car accident, My friend let me drive his car, and I was driving really easily, so I guess I'm not scared to drive, but I'm scared to sit in someone's car? Since the car accident wasn't because I was driving ... it was because my friend was driving.
I didn't tell my mom someone hit our car or else she would've gone crazy even if I told her it was a old man! xD
Anyways ... when we were driving back home, we started talking about my future. College and my career. I told her my cousin's dad is making her do pharmacy and then my mom asked what I wanted to do. I was really scared to tell her because what I want to do is very NON-ASIAN and UNSTABLE, but I finally told her. I told her I want to major in Advertising or Graphic Design. I was so surprised she didn't get mad at me for not wanting to be a doctor or something. She just told me I should do whatever I think is right for me, and She will support my decision and that she's not going to make me do something I don't want to do.
I feel so relieved because for a long time, I've been scared what my mom would think when I tell her I want to go to an ART SCHOOL! I feel so good now! Time to work towards my goal!

I have nothing extra to post today. Today I didn't wear anything pretty. Just a t-shirt and jeans and I had my glasses on. Ew. xD